Difficult Days
many times it is not easy for us to experience suffering as we make the choices in our life for ease or for hardship. taking the difficult road is not easy. to raise one’s higher self to work with spirit is not an easy thing to do. all is part of our transformation. it is messy and challenging.
many wonderful souls have have gone through such a situation and how wonderful it is to know someone else has gone or is going through it too, like my sister… i’m not even half of her strenght. her choice of challenges are too extreme for me and i admired her for that! she brings inspiration and comfort to me. this is how the Divine Presence are showing as the frailty of the human form. that’s why in my desperate times, i always wanted to leave this body and stay in the astral realms… for good 
in my struggle of daily life, i keep on holding to my sense of truth and remembering that the Divine Presence are behind me… they may have triggered it, and they did it for a reason… which i wish i know.
may i be strong in my challenges,
may fire and light hold my pain.
and may the Mother of the Light
guide me…
