My Mother’s Day
how funny that i found myself writing on my pc late this night…
i wanted to tell her how much i miss her ever-present smile, her courage, her strenght, her weakness and her unconditional love.
her presence is deeply buried in my consciousness, my space was filled with her memories and still such a long way to go in my life.
i felt so guilty that i never gave back the love and time which she unselfishly gave to me…i owe my mom and dad a lot for being what i am now. knowing that i can’t bring back the lost time, it pained me more.
now i long for another moment in their presence. how i’d love them given the chance, how i will cherish each moment, were i have those times again.
i still remember her last moment before her sacred journey, i was holding the space for her, it was swift and brief. no clinging. no grasping. she simply let go.
she taught me something profound at that moment, she took away my fears with her passing. she showed me a new door behind the veil. when you get past the fear we connect with love and with our own divinity and oneness to the Creator.
mom, you know the greater life is ahead…
…i lovingly let go of you as you let go of me,
for we know, we shall meet again in the fieds of peace.
may the Mother of the Light protect your way.
mom, i love you and happy mother’s day!
